Tuesday, February 21, 2006

whose god is dead?

there was a brief period earlier on when all my smses, msn messages, and emails went unanswered. it was quite a surreal moment because more than once i wondered if i really existed - in the existential and not petulant sense. it's somehow akin to when you stare at a word: any common word like 'watch', or 'phone', or 'rag' so long and hard, that the word becomes mere letters, the quintessence of it fuzzy before your eyes, and you are abruptly unable to pronounce it; and indeed you start to wonder if you had even been acquainted with it before.

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